They say history repeats itself.
I guess it's true.
Every few years, Chris's company asks us to consider relocating. Well, it happened again, but we told them we weren't interested, our kids are getting older and it's harder to uproot them. Also, the schools here are rated as some of the best in the country, and we love our home and area. Why would we want to leave?
They came back again a few weeks later, so this time we thought we'd consult the kids. The answer was a pretty strong no; Solei loves her band and rowing crew here, and Sierra has made some good friends. It would be too hard to leave. So, we told the company we weren't interested again. We thought that was the end of that.
Then Chris got another call, and another, and to make a long story short... yes, we are moving... again.
I am seriously torn. I have really enjoyed it here. Not only are the schools and people great, but this house is amazing, my favorite of all our homes we've had. It practically decorates itself, and it seems whoever built it had our family's particular needs in mind. And then there's the neighborhood; a gated community on the country club golf course with a postcard view on every turn. I feel like we've been living the ultimate "American dream", but this summer we'll be leaving it behind. No more sledding down the golf course hills, swimming at the club pool, meandering through ArtPrize, taking day trips to the beach... so many memories we've made here, just like everywhere else we've lived.
Sigh...
Every move we've made has been hard. It tears my heart out at the roots. The friends, the memories... I think how hard it must have been for those early pioneers, building their homes only to be chased out every few years, and then leaving the beautiful green lands of the east to head out into the desert. I really can't complain when I consider their circumstances...
But I feel like I can sympathize a little.
And why?
Because we are following in their footsteps... we are moving back to Utah.
Yes, back to the desert... but also back to the mountain views. Back to the overcrowded valleys... but also back to friends and family. Back to the smog-filled winters... but also back to great skiing. And of course, back to "Utah wards"... but also back to neighbors who share the same beliefs and values (and doing your visiting teaching a few doors down instead of across town). There are definitely some trade-offs. I just have to trust God and hope he knows what he's doing, and I believe He does.
So... farewell, beautiful midwest states... you have been very good to us, and you will always hold a place in our hearts.